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Month: September, 2016

Embrace the Mystery

I always had a serious thing for reading.  I knew It was God talking to me.  No matter what.  Be IT Magazine, Mystery, Romance, Textbook…even a note scribbled in a well loved textbook had something to say.  IT‘s All God.  AnyOne that knows me can tell you, I DEVOUR books.  In those books, you meet the secret’s of the World.

When you are ready, you can actually sense IT.  Anything IS Possible.  IT CAN BE EASY!

Run and hide if you like.  You can try.  You can’t hide from God.  You are IT‘s Imprint.  All that you are, God IS.  All that God Is, You are.

So what is the problem then?  BELIEF.

My brother calls that the “Okie doke”.  The World has fallen for the Okie doke.

There IS no greater gift than Good.

There IS no greater gift than You.

Believe IT, and set yourSelf FREE.

We are here to save the WORLD…in a sense.

I just want to let you know that you can.

You may not see it clearly right now, but FAITH in your BELIEF will shake that glass clear again.

So you will find me at CSLT (Center for Spritual Living Tucson)… doing my part.

Join us any time.  At CSLT, there’s only family here.

IT‘s who we are.

Take care,

M

my heart of hearts

C 4 YourSelf

The Power Of Choice

Do you want to know when I knew my Beloved and I, were Perfect for each other?

Well…It wasn’t because he took me to “The Flying V” at Loews Ventana Canyon Resort.  It wasn’t because he encouraged me to order from the Right side of the menu.  (Or whatever side the menu items with no prices are listed on.)

It was because…on our very First date.  He said, “You don’t have to eat all that”.

I literally stopped.  And thought to myself, “I don’t?”  Then I LOOKed UP, because I realized…You know what, I don’t!

45 years old is a long way from 2.  See how easy IT IS to get stuck on auto-pilot.  I had been told to clean my plate, and there were Starving People in the world.  How dare I?  How dare, I?  Don’t waste food, it’s too expensive.

That narrative was on repeat in my MIND.  Awake.  Asleep.  Watching Netflix.  No matter what I might have been doing.  Without my Knowledge.  Without my Permission.  This broken record has been controlling me Since Birth.  I can’t blame my parents, anyOne, or anything else.  It only takes hearing something a few times before IT becomes part of you.

Think of All the catchy songs that get stuck in your head.  You know.  That ONE song that you can’t stand, but can’t help singing because IT’s so darn catchy?  They implant in your brain, and there they will remain.  Slowly… Driving you mad.  Until.  You make a CHOICE.

My Beloved, revealed to me.  I can MAKE A CHOICE.  Only I.  Hold the POWER.  2 MAKE A CHOICE and DECIDE what my LIFE will Be.

There IS POWER in making a CONSCIOUS CHOICE vs living on auto-pilot.

Some days, I found my self so zoned out- I must have looked like Rosie on the Jetsons.  You know, that robot maid?

Yes, I do realize.  With that statement.  I might be dating myself.  Some might even go so far as to say “carbon dating” myself, but that’s ok.  Because IT was TRUE.  No Matter.

What I AM saying IS this-

The moment my Beloved asked me that question.  I knew.  No longer, would I be sleepwalking through my Life.  From that moment, my Life began to transform.  While I would like to say, “Habits, Are No Longer the Boss Of Me”.  I have no problem admitting that I AM a work in progress, as Life IS supposed to Be.

Truly Seeing, knowing that I AM responding instead of reacting, and Rising Hi…work together as ONE- to cleanse your MIND, Body, & Soul.

The BEST part of IT all?  This transformation can be as soft as a gentle rain blessing us from an Autumn‘s Sky.

So there you have IT, my friends.  Always had IT.  Without IT, you have never Been.  Glory to God who IS, to all, A BEST FRIEND.

This really is the BEST LIFE ever.

If nothing else, keep this in the back of your MIND.

Dragons, can BE Friends 2.

Take Care & Enjoy the REST of your day!

I will see you again.  Right  Here.  Halfway between the Sun & the Moon.

-M

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Comfort Zone as False Horizon

aka  LIFE.  Just Keeps Getting Better.  And Better!

Good morning, and Welcome Back!  It’s a beautiful Thors’ Day here in Tucson, AZ.

Here’s to doing One thing.  One thing that makes You happy.  Every Day.  That one thing will lead to another…which will lead to another, and then…Holy Crap!  Life Is Amazing.

There’s a lot to be said for the wisdom of “Do One thing every day.  That scares You.  You may feel like running away screaming…for we have always believed “Beyond Here Be Dragons”.

Expand your Life.  Expand yourself.  Expand your sense.  Make impossible, I’M Possible!

Believe it or not, I was terrified of changing my windshield wiper.  Me.  Terrified.  Of that.  LOL

No matter if it’s a seemingly little thing, or what you might think is a really BIG thing.  It’s really all the same.  Just take a little step.  Baby steps toddle into a walk before a FULL OUT run!  If you start today, before you know it.  You will be flying 🙂

You can do anything you want to do.  You just gotta believe.  You only need believe IT.  Believe in Yourself.

So what am I going to do with this One, Wild, Crazy, Precious, Original Life O Mine?

Live IT, of course.

Swim in the juicy richness that is Your Life!

You will find me here every day.  (Or not.)  Halfway between the Sun and the Moon.

Have an amazing day!

Blessed Be.

M

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Love and the Beloved.

Sweet singing birds melody takes over the sky.

Waves of Peace ripple through me as clouds float lazily by.

Each pause between a lone chirp- takes me deeper.  I know not How, or Why.

Time speeds up as the raucous roar of a beetle thunks clumsily by.

What was that Pant, Rattle, Shake, and Sigh?

Cacophony, becomes Symphony, becomes Solo, becomes…

Just Becomes.

At Zero, Life Truly Becomes

A Whiteboard Onto which

Your Dreams Most Certainly Can

Be Spun.

I know my God as Good, and I know the same for you too.

Bless You, and Enjoy this beautiful moment of Now.

Right Here.

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Not Mere Fantasy.

The Silent Swoosh of a Hawk’s Wing,

Instantly Transformed the Whole Damn Thing.

Life begins again.  Anew.  Right Now.

What will You Choose?

Silent reverie reveals

I love Magic as Magic loves me.

Even Death Could Not Part Thee.

You are my Beloved Throughout Eternity.

Has Always Been.  And Always Will Ever Be.

Life Is.

Infinitely Good.

As You Now Shall See.

For I Love You As You Love Me.

The Love of God Moves Mountains.  Resculpts.  Renews.  Reveals.  Opens.

Instantly.

Now You Too, know Love as the One True Reality.

Tune In to My Channel To Really “See”  Me.

The Dream of God is Not Mere Fantasy.

IT IS Alive and well, As You…and As Me.

 

 

 

And So I Live It

Loves on bloom in our front yard.

I breathe in the beauty of Lights’ calling card.

Life pulses on me, in me, throughout me, up and down

“Alive!” She cried.  “Dear God, I am Alive” drowned out all sound.

If the wings of a butterfly can set you off in a totally different direction, then what I have done is equivalent to a nuclear detonation 🙂

Life as we know it, IS Now my vacation.

In Love and Gratitude, I praise my new vocation.

God’s on Deck, and Set to Rock the Nation.

As Step 1 =  World Wide Participation.

 

Coda

In the words of Emma Curtis Hopkins, “If we feel there is work to do, we may be certain we’re the very ones to do it.”

From the very first day- all signs said, “Be Open”.

Throughout the class, I have had a few things haunting me.

The first was, “The Greatest Love of All” by Whitney Houston.  To me, that song has always been like long nails dragging slowly down a chalkboard.

As it repeatedly showed up in my life, I welcomed it as much as the impulse to throw up a little bit in my mouth.  Then, I began to listen to the words.

“I believe the children are the future.  Teach them well, and let them lead the way.”  Yadda, yadda, yadda…I’m sure you all know it.

Yet another more frequent visitor taunted me mercilessly-

Teach.  Your children well.

I thought I had effectively tuned out this insistent yet gentle nudging that persisted in this and other ways.

Suddenly, the water felt stagnant.  I had been humming along quite merrily and steadily…next thing you know, the air was too calm.  When things went still, I felt a gently spiraling back to whence I had come.  Something was amiss.  All forward movement had ceased.

I even told my boyfriend straight out what I believed it to be.  Yet still I waited.  Held back.  Screamed, “Not Me!”

This past Saturday, things changed.  I woke up to clouds of butterflies of every color billowing and playing around a giant bird of paradise tree.  Hummingbirds by the dozen finding harmony even amidst the inevitable standoff you expect to see.  Swirling vultures dazzled me with their high and low level aerobatics.  Every day really does get better than the last.   Believe it or not, on this very same day, a baby bobcat graced us with it’s presence….for two hours!  It strutted, and posed.  I kid you not, it even stretched out and slept- paws hanging off the wall.  My bobcat friend showed up to hit home a message.   Loud and clear, this message was received.

The Time Is Now.

After I accepted and surrendered.  I looked down, and even the magazines on the desk cemented this knowing.

Purpose-  For the Common Good.

I flip backwards in the magazine, and the first page I land on says, “Into the Light”.  It is accompanied by a picture of the ever trusty spider.

The next page was kissed by the sun and in bold letters read ” Big Dreams for the Little Things”.  The next page I flipped to said “Help from above”.  I believe As Above, So Below.  As Below, So Above.  As Within, so With-out.

Just below the heading reads, “taking an aerial view”.  On the very next page, I am instructed to, “Breathe Adventure-  Black Rapid, Live the Moment.”

Other messages were there, but the point I am making is this-

By this Fall, Our Home- CSLT, will publicly be known as the place to be.  I feel no worries.  I have the “Secrets to Stress Free Flying”!

“I found the Greatest Love of All, Inside of Me!”

Stay tuned, to see how this too, will evolve.

Blessings!

M

 

 

 

It’s Good To Be Back :)

After a brief hiatus, it is good to be back.  I was off on an adventure finding myself.  Here is a new post for your reading pleasure.  Expect much more soon!  My muse is in hyper-drive 🙂  Blessings.

With Love and Thanks to “All That Is”

M